I was walkin in my sleep." River Of Dreams by Billy Joel.

So, I am a bit at lost as what to talk about night.

Irony.

Irony sucks complete. Ass.

at times it can be really funny, and proof god has a good sense of justice and humor.

At times it can show his wicked sense of humor, or lack of watching WTF goes on.

I am generally miserable(not right now tho) yet I am cheery and fun.

I've got a great speaking voice, but don't like expressing opinions to a group.

I'm overweight and healthy has a horse.

I am an extreme extrovert(and have been) but have alot of self doubt(which is dying....THANK YOU LORD)

It's weird things work.
As I say a lot.

People very much are ironic. Everyone has more then one side, usually one that contradicts another.
Manic Depression basically, which the phrase itself is a bit of an oxymoron, and the disorder Ironic(yet extremely hard to deal with. I AM NOT MAKING A JOKE) Manic means energetic, ecstatic, loud and all over the place. Depressive because is the opposite. People switch very greatly.

Billy Joel says That we All Fall in Love and We Disregard The Stranger. And tho we share secrets, there are some we never tell.

It's so true. People will have a level of consistency, but have more then one side. We are complex. Like the 20x20x20 rubicks cubes. They have so many combinations, you will die before discovering all of them. People are like that. One being, many sides as fingers sometimes(corny sounding I know).

My fear of commitment, and uncertainty when it comes to it comes from the fact. How will I change, I fear being with a different person then I met, and them discovering they're with someone different then who they met.

My personality is fickle sometimes, that's why I fear it.
Relationships scare and confuse me.

Keep bringin them up too....

Anyway doesn't matter so much. That's all I gotta say for tonight(wanted to say something) so ciao.